Writing something everyday was the aim and did not fulfil right on the second day. Now life is just cooking, eating, going to work and Netflix in the evening. And the fact is we are rewatching the same programs as we don’t remember what happened in the movies. Indian programmes are getting very violent. Maybe that was the reason I preferred Korean and Japanese programs. 

I had watched the Good morning call so many times now. I got Rosettastone recently and I am learning Spanish and Japanese. I am also watching Destinos videos. Got Udemy membership from work and planning to take Pluralsight membership personally. What to do next is the big problem. I got to the central library yesterday and got so many books. One Harlan coben, one John Grisham and four art books - one is flower making, two drawing buildings and another one to draw dragons. I think I should be posting more on Instagram. 

Also, I am doing aws courses, c# courses, laravel courses, unit testing courses In the side.

Also, started reading e-books, lord of the rings, agatha Christie etc..

Lots of things to keep busy but still I feel life is fleeting. I feel like I am living in a dream again. I felt the same last year and then the reality of redundancies made me more insecure making me doubt what I actually know and what I don’t. Mind has become almost blank. I don’t remember anything. I don’t remember the names of places I visited. Soon all the years will be wiped off and I would be nothing. 

I also renewed my library membership in wick road library. But the feeling in the library was strange. Books were not ordered properly. Not many people.. most of the shelves were empty. The buzz it used to have in the old days has gone. I remember the days when I used to take my daughters to the library for art and craft sessions. Tthe day when we were wait8ng to be picked up photographers came and took a photo of my daughter for the local newspaper. All memories flashing by.,yearning that remember my daughter saying before you die all your memories flash by.. 

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